Space Traveler Shares Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the supporters whose support pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the flight, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also comprised accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The company behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.